In loving memory

Words can't describe how I'm feeling right now. Empty...sad...lost...I just miss her so much. Today my dear Grandma Janine passed away. It was all so shocking for us, since it happened unexpectedly. Worst thing for me is hearing her say whenever we were on the phone: "We should meet soon! I won't have much of you once I die". Back then I never really took it that serious..for me it was clear we would still have plenty of time together..but life just doesn't work like that. Grandma, I just want to let you know how much I love you. You were always there for me when I needed you the most. I'll never forget all the things you taught me. And you're beautiful smile whenever I looked at you.. I just hope you're at a better place now. No more pain for you..love you & I'll miss you always... Hear you me..

This is more of a personal post for me. Won't put down what I'm wearing in this picture. Just trying to deal with my emotions. Hope you understand. Will be back in a few days once I have my mind cleared up again..